Sugar Cookie
Pollyanna I am not!
She enters the room
Wearing her pastel yellow
calico frock with ruffles
and a bow tied right there.
Light brown French braided hair
rosy cheeks and those blue eyes
Bright and cheerful disposition
Buttery glisten on her lips
Passing out just baked sugar cookies
of jollity
I sit in the corner
near the box of tissues.
Wearing my stretch jeans,
black top and black boots
And a scarf with some shimmer
Concealed beneath the exterior
are my rainbow socks
My color is secreted underneath
as is my hope
I know the color is there.
I want to experience it on the outside
I would like to not to give a s**t
And I need to stop apologizing
For my feelings
I look down and notice
I am covered in dust kitties
from hiding under the bed
I am out from my low place
in daylight, even though
I am sitting in the corner
near the tissues.
She approaches me
Her tray filled with cookies
She smiles and only says
“Would you like one? They’re good.
Choose the treat you want.”
I haven’t had a cookie that tasted
Like joy in awhile.
They’re not store-bought for sure
I choose a vanilla one,
it has big sugar crystals on top
I touch it to my tongue
Close my eyes and sigh.
I have sought that sweetness
for so long.
My diet of bitterness and salty tears
has been lacking.
I nibble on the scrumptious cookie
and my attitude softens
I must remember to ask
Pollyanna for the recipe.
Surely, someone had to give
the same recipe to her one day
maybe or maybe not so long ago.

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